February 24, 2006

  • It pays to have a penis

    In today's society there are still some that can only appreciate what you are saying if you come equipped with a penis. If you lack a penis you are looked at, smiled at, but not listened to. If you have a penis and go in and say the very same thing as that of the nonpenis person you get listened to and you get results.

    That's just what happened today... results were gotten by Steve stating the very same things I stated this morning. Chelsea now has one day of ISS and will still miss her very first varsity soccer game but at least it's not four days.

    What's the lesson here? If you have a penis you can go far in certain situations.

    Yes I'm angry because why did it take a man to go say the very same thing I said to get results? So in today's society there is still discrimination if you are a woman.

    EDIT.. The vice principal is a man.. and only understands penis talk I guess






  • You Are 30% Evil

    A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
    In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

    Thanks Reesie lmao


    You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra


    You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
    And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

    Maroon 5 Shares Your Taste in Music



    See their whole playlist here (iTunes required)

  • Thank God It Is Friday


    That's all I can say.. I went to bed last night at 9:00 and just felt drunk I was so tired lol Slept till 6:30 this morning and now I'm ready to go. Today is moving day and we got the office packed up last night albeit my office since I have to work today lol We're hoping to get it all moved in and then go back and unpack tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to another of my weekends being spent at work. I haven't caught up on anything around here and it's starting to show. I seriously need a maid. With both girls in sports right now no one is home before me so we're all trying to do something at once and we're all tired and cranky at the end of the day.

    Steve loves his job but said it's weird not being the boss anymore. I thought about that yesterday since he's been the boss for well over 6 years and now he's just a peon again. But he said he likes it and as long as he doesn't end up deploying. Yes, he can deploy with this job which shocked us since we thought we were done with that side of it all. Either way he has a job and that's what we need lol

    Chelsea was tardy to class 4 times and received 4 days of in school suspension. I'm going to speak to the principal in about 10 min because I think that is excessive. Their policy reads if you have 3 tardies you get 1 day of ISS. So why did she get 4 days? It doesn't state that you'll get 3 more days for one more tardy. I think it's crazy that they expect her to miss class for 4 days (they don't get to do their classwork in there) as punishment. Who the hell thought of this stuff. She also told me that she sits down after finally getting through the lunch line to have the bell ring and doesn't get to eat lunch. Something has to change in this school because they had 15 kids in ISS for lunch tardies.. do they expect them not to eat?

    Anyway.. that's my world

     

    GRRRR I dislike the assistant principal so much I could spit nails. I have a copy of the policy and she has to serve 4 fricking days because she had 3 tardies and then he received notice of another and therefore she must serve one day for the 3 tardies and three additional days for the 4th tardy. That makes no fucking sense! I really dislike this school more and more as far as administration goes...

February 23, 2006

  • Holy hell I'm tired.. and poor Steve feels so guilty. I feel bad for him because he can't control it but I was having a hard time controling my punching of my pillow etc so I finally just slept downstairs in my big chair. After I got the girls up I went back to bed and slept till 8:25.. umm I have to be to work at 8:45 lol I was only a few min late!

    We are moving and so I think I'm going to try a new schedule. I am going to get up at 5:30 everyday and do laundry as needed and lay out dinner etc. I'm also going to get the girls out of bed earlier so they can make their beds etc before school, make sure homework is done and packed etc and they can eat a healthy breakfast with me. We'll see how it goes lol

    My laptop is on it's way! I should have it by Monday at the latest! Woohoo

    Ok since I forgot what I was doing.. it's time to just post this baby and take a nap lol

  • It's funny when you hear the words "it could be cancer" how your mind starts working. My mind has been working overtime since I heard those words last month. I would be fine one day and the next morbidly afraid of my own mortality. Some may call it self pity or something similar but you know when it's handed to you in that form you begin to think of all the things you want to do before it is your time.  What people don't understand I think is it's not like you sit and obsess over dying but rather living. I tried to tell all of my friends how much they meant to me and didn't get to everyone yet. Living and appreciating the people I have in my life were more of a priority than thinking about the possibilities. I wasn't seeking attention but rather expressing how I felt. I think I have learned by far who I can truly count on to support me should that day come and those people know I'll be by their side should they ever need me.

    So it's one test down and one to go and I know no matter what the outcome I'm going to be fine. But I do go forward with a renewed sense of appreciation for life and those in mine.

    Thank you for your cheers today and the hugs too.. I felt them
    How ironic.. this is my horoscope for today:
    It's time for a new POV. Radically change how you
    relate to your physical presence. Maybe that means a new haircut. Maybe
    that means loving the miracle that is your body. Tell yourself how
    lovely you are -- and believe it.

February 22, 2006

February 21, 2006

  • Lessons were learned yesterday and I'm glad they were despite the hurt it caused her. One thing I am is realistic with my kids. I don't promise them a fairytale future filled with a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow because life isn't that easy. So yesterday Chelsea learned that life is not easy and you don't always get what you deserve despite playing by the rules BUT we will still play by the rules because that's the right thing to do.

    Our office moves in 3 days.. I am soooooo not ready. I'm going to miss being right next to my kids schools and home. I'm going to miss coming home for lunch and chatting with friends. I'm going to have to increase my cell phone minutes lol so that I can talk to other people on my drive home because it will take me longer than 3 minutes.

    Steve started work today. It's just briefings and paperwork today and tomorrow and he'll acutally be hands on come Thursday. He's like a little kid all excited on his first day of school! lol He's so darn cute.. Here is a photo of him with his friend in Washington He's on the left

     

February 20, 2006

  • So I did what I said I'd do and spoke with one of the coaches. She gave me excuses and blew smoke up my arse and I didn't appreciate it. She tried to say they had to open up try outs after the final cut because some of the girls had valid excuses. Ummm I get that but how do you justify what you just did? I don't know and I don't care.. they were wrong and what they just taught my daughter was if you can manipulate the system then you can get what you want despite there being rules that you should follow.

    So now I have a Varsity Soccer player, simply because there aren't enough girls to make the two teams. She's determined to hone her goalie skills and she'll do fine. She was hurt and angry because she didn't make the softball team and I can't blame her.

    Tonight is my favorite show of the Bachelor.. The Women Tell All.. heehee nothing like some cat fights to complete my Monday night!

  • EDIT: She did not make the team. I am so pissed off over this ridiculous system they have here. She made the cut last week, came to conditioning, and all practices prior to today's final cuts. I'm just going to ask the coach why is it a girl, who is dedicated and shows up and who is an average player can't stay on the team after already being told last week she did make it. GRRRRR It was one of the girls that was allowed to try out after the final cut last week. That's what makes me mad.. it's not fair and not fair to tell a kid they made the team, we've spent money on her because of making the team and then she didn't make it because they allowed girls to come try out after the final cut. BULL! So now she's trying out for soccer, which she is equally good at but she wanted to play softball. I hate the freakin system of unfairness


     


    Today isn't a state holiday here so I'm working. Oh joy.. which is probably good because I really don't need to be out shopping or spending money anywhere. I've got several things to pay off and I need to buckle down and do it.


    Today is the final day of cuts for softball for Chelsea. The coach allowed 3 or 4 girls to come and tryout after the tryouts were over.  This upsets me because we busted our butts to make sure she was there, picked up on time and had all she was supposed to have on time. If she gets cut today I'm going to speak to the coach just to say that the fairness of this is missing to me. I won't be a happy momma at all.


    I'm still dreaming of the fondue we had on Friday. My own little fondue pot can't get here soon enough and my family will be sick of it before I will heehee. It reminds me of living in Germany when I was a kid and my parents had fondue parties. We kids ate first and then were sent off to our bedrooms so that the parents and adults could have fun while cooking. It's so 70's but I love it!


    I hope you all have a wonderful Monday